It's not me that needs the shrinks, it is you!
I give you sound advice and all you do is rant on.
I bet you do the same with all the medics you have ever seen.
And FYI a Christian is superior by virtue of knowing what life is all about!
I think if you really knew anything about me, and knew what kind of strong loving feelings I have for some folk, you would not think such absurd nonsense about me, there's far too much of "I bet" this or that etc. just wild speculation, there, I can use some big words too, and if you're anything like as supposedly "superior" as you like to think, then you would certainly not keep retaliating in such a juvenile manner, and I suppose you think you're so "above reproach", which of course you are not, none of us mere mortals here on this earth are, nor can we ever achieve such status, remember Romans 3, v.23, "ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God", in other words NONE of us can be anywhere near such status, absolutely none of us, only the Lord Himself ever walked this earth without sin. And such an attitude is dangerous, far too many Christians have fallen into this trap where, especially where they're so "well educated" and have some fancy elite privileged job they let themselves get carried away on a dangerous power trip which lets the enemy in and that then leads to appalling consequences like child abuse! It must've been something like that which happened in that supposedly Christian commune in Northamptonshire, Christians should never try and set up communes, I can understand why they'd want to, to try and escape the corruption of the world, but it only works in theory, in practice someone always has to be in charge and they then get carried away and start thinking they can do whatever they want, just like so many celebrities and politicians etc. have done. So beware, thinking that you're so above reproach is dangerous. And as for the various medics, and any other professionals, I show respect where it's due, but not if they contradict me as some do, all based on gross misunderstandings of course, and they all too often do as they are not perfect, none of us are. And I was taught way back in the 70's that respect must be earned, hard earned, you can't just expect it, or demand it. And when they do misinterpret or misunderstand something they should just accept they don't know it all, and that they are only human and therefore can be wrong, and frequently are, and they get it wrong all the time with me, like for instance earlier this year I mentioned to someone in the health service how I'd installed all my own central heating, and they misunderstood something I said and thought I'd somehow "built my own gas boiler", honestly as if I could! those things MUST be properly designed and built in factories as of course my boiler was, it was built in a factory in Belper in Derbyshire. It was the programmer and the wiring centre that I built myself, which is legal here in the UK, and the installation has been professionally passed and has a certificate to prove it, I can do central heating, but I'm not doing anymore as I couldn't fit it all in just a week like the pro's do, it took me more than three years as the house needed all manner of remedial work along the way, and I couldn't work on it every day, not with so many brutal health problems like I have, and some days it was just too cold, or hot, etc. And I also have a whole load of real serious love to give, but because of so many hideous problems I can't share it with anyone, and I really love little ones especially, and I've seriously missed out an awful lot by not being able to have children, or even a partner, or even a lousy date! And I really like some women too, but only those who dress and present themselves decently and keep themselves totally natural, and let their hair grow wild etc. and who have a decent civilised caring quiet personality, and who are not so cold and condescending and judgemental. And I am capable of seriously loving someone too but how on earth can I share it if I can't even touch anyone? And as for being "confined", well I already am aren't I? How can I go to any church anywhere, or any other venue or event etc. when I'm stuck with this wretched virus? as well as being absolutely tortured out of my skull by all the exuberant behaviour of other people at such a place, and I've suffered like that for absolutely decades! So I now have to be at home nearly all the time and only travel short local journeys to get essentials. And I can only wish that I could've been born healthy and normal and married a lovely natural brunette and had two or three little miniatures of her, as to me there's nothing in this entire world as beautiful as little girls, and have you any idea what it's like to be as broody as a hen and have to completely do without?
